Had to take the JB off due to a sore spot. Nothing wrong with the device. It’s just what happens from time to time.
That meant, when Belle told me to give her an orgasm later that night, there was available erectile tissue at hand if she wanted it. At first, it didn’t look like she did (as usual), but after a little bit, she pushed my hand aside and climbed onto me. She guided the penis into her pussy and slid down on it. She moaned, I gasped.
Obviously, my biggest concern was coming before she was able to. I more or less let her drive and tried to keep the penis (now pretending to be a cock) in one position while she moved over it.
BASEBALL, I thought. With all my might, I thought about baseball. Green fields. Division standings. Etc. If I even twitched I felt the orgasmic mechanisms start to move, so I avoided twitching and tried not to think about how I was in her for the first time in six weeks. Batting averages. On-base percentages. Earned run averages. Statistics. Not how fucking amazing her hot wet pussy felt moving over the several million deprived nerve endings in the erection.
The trickiest bit is when she’s about to come. Her movements become faster and more dramatic. I pretended like it wasn’t my concern and just kept sucking on her nipples.
Then it was over. She came. And I hadn’t! But holy shit, was I close.
As she laid on top of me, glowing, I tentatively moved the penis in and out three times.
“Who said you could do that?”
She moved off of me and the penis slapped back wetly. I pressed into her, whimpering just a bit.
“What do you want, Thumper?”
“I want to be inside you.”
“You just were.”
“Yeah, but I had to concentrate so hard I couldn’t really enjoy it.”
“Isn’t that the point?”
It took me hours to fall asleep and, even then, I had a hard time staying that way.
This morning, I was again up against her.
“What are you thinking, Thumper?”
“I want to be inside you.”
“You already were.”
“I know. I want to go inside you again.”
This time, she let me. She pulled her pajama pants off but left her top. This wasn’t about anything other then letting me get the penis wet.
And it did get wet. She was so fucking hot inside it almost burned and, since there was zero foreplay beforehand, she felt very tight. It felt glorious. I have no idea how long it went on because whatever place I was in mentally didn’t have a clock. All I know is I fucked and fucked and fucked. I broke out into a cold sweat from repeatedly racing up to the edge before backing off. Slower, faster, slower, stop. Repeat. When I started, I didn’t want to come. But I realized at some point that now I did. And badly. And the only thing in the world keeping me from thrusting the one and half more times it’d take to spurt was that Belle didn’t tell me I could.
When I finally put words to how I was feeling, she made me stop. The ride was over. No orgasm. But holy shit, did I want one. My head was swimming in the need for it. I felt like biting her and squeezing her and having my way with her. But I didn’t do any of those things. Instead, I thanked her and she told me to make her breakfast. So I did.
9 thoughts on “Wanting it”
Damn! Your self control is admirable… I really wish I could will my mind elsewhere when I’m in the situation you were in. Perhaps I just need more practice.
It’s just a lucky combination of…I don’t know what. Usually, I never make it. Nineteen times out of 20, I come either just before her or when she does.
Isn’t cumming together a good goal to have? Or at least one to strive for?
Assuming your goal is to come, sure.
Wow, very hot!
This made me smile because my sub, nodder, uses baseball as a mental diversion too. I’m definitely sharing this with him. Very hot!
You’re getting there! You and Lady Belle deserve congratulations. Thanks for giving us a peep at the male of the future. Have you thought about where to go next? Do you declare victory eventually and hang the old cage on the shelf except for the inevitable occasional remediation? Do you wait for Ladies’ choice on this one? I think there’s a light at the end of the tunnel in any event in this post.
I hope you fixed a good breakfast for your special Lady. I must slip my apron on and get a start on gumbo ya-ya for dinner.
The best baseball stat for delaying ejaculation, bar none, is WAR (wins above replacement). It’s so effective it might render a cuckold impotent for life.