As you probably know, Belle previous said I would’t come until a “random date” in 2014. Tonight, we used a random number generator I found on teh Google and told it to pick a number between one and 52. Since Belle always does these things on a weekend (and nearly always on a Sunday), what we asked the site to do was pick which weekend of the year it would take place. Belle wanted to put a bunch of pieces of paper in a hat and make me pick, but you know, that’s a lot of work. Cutting, writing 52 numbers, etc. This was just one click. Presto.
The number was 30. That ends up being Sunday, July 27, 2014. Five-hundred fifty-nine days from today. Unless I screw up somewhere along the way.
That is a long time. My last full (non-ruined) orgasm was early July 2011, almsot 559 days ago. Looking back it doesn’t seem like it has been that long. Looking forward it seems like a really, really long time. If I was trying to take that all in one bite I think I would have struggled with it mentally. I hope you continue to enjoy your journey and keep us updated. I am very interested in what goes through your head as the days, weeks, months, years tick by.
For whatever reason, it’s better for me knowing that it’s not going to happen rather than not knowing if this is the time she’s going to let me come or will it be next time or whatever. I don’t look at 559 days and freak out. The certainty of it makes me feel better.
I agree to a point. I tend to freak out if I think that it might happen (and I don’t feel I am ready for it). I find it is much better to know for certain that it isn’t going to happen today. 4-6 weeks or even a few months is good for me. A year and a half might get in my mind. I guess I just can’t visualize out that far.
I don’t think I can, either. The thing is, I’m not focused on the orgasm at all. It’s not my goal. My goal is *not* having them, so it’s easier for me to act instead as though I just don’t have them anymore than think I need to somehow make it past more than a year and a half without one. For me, right now, they’re a thing of the past, not the future.
Did you cry? I would have.
Not at all. I’m more than OK with it.
Crazy man! Lets see if you manage it. I suspect belle will miss a good hard fuck before then. I know you are allowed inside her but I’m sure after an orgasm you can ‘thumper’ better 🙂
I’m surprised she doesn’t miss that more given it used to be one of her favourite things. What’s changed in her mind?
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If you continue with an orgasm once a year and a half, I will have more (delicious) orgasms in the next month than you will ever. Just thought that idea might tickle you!
Well, she got a “jolly good rogering” (as I imagine you all say in the UK) just a few days ago. She fucked me good, I got to fuck her back. It was awesome. She came (pretty well, by the sound of it) and I didn’t. Penetrative sex *is* one of her favorite things and, lately, she’s been able to enjoy it and I’ve been able to mostly keep things under control on my side. Assuming I can keep doing that, it’s the best of both worlds. Somehow, knowing the certainty of my status makes holding off easier for me.
How you hold off I don’t know. I become trigger happy when I’m denied! Impressive. Edgi-wan taught you well!
Roger away old chap.
You’ll give my wife ideas (she reads your blog too). I am not sure whether that is a good thing. or a better thing. . . .