Belle had my balls in her hand while we were kissing this morning. Probably the Orion, too, but you know — all I can feel through the Orion is how tight it is on inside. She was squeezing them gently and rolling them around between her fingers while I was warming her up for her Sunday morning orgasm. But I had a question on my mind.
“Do you prefer me this way?”
“Yeah, of course I do. Why do you think I’ve left you like that for so long?”
A bit sheepishly, I replied, “I know. But sometimes it’s nice to hear.”
“I want you locked up. Always.“
I know, it was a dumb question. She’s kept me locked up for more than year straight. But…like I said. It’s good to hear from her. That that’s how she wants me. That it’s how she prefers me. To hear that she doesn’t want the contents as much as she wants my fingers and mouth and hairy chest and strong legs and wide shoulders. She wants a man to get her off on her terms, not his. Her focus, not his. Her orgasm, not his.
And you, since this is probably not the first time you’ve read my blog, know that’s how I prefer it, too. For her to come first and last, always. For her pussy to be worshiped and elevated over all else. For it to spasm under my touch, her post-orgasmic glow punctuated by the gnawing of my unrequited craving. That’s how I’m wired.
And somehow, along the way, it’s how she got wired, too.
I’m afraid to ask mine that question lol, I’m fairly certain her only reason for unlocking me is for the occasional intimacy that feeling me cum gives
“Do you prefer me this way?”
Wow. My wife and KH has been all over the place raging from acting like a Mistress might act to fretting about denying me orgasms (in the heat of the moment she asked was for me to NEVER orgasm again outside a cage). She’s more confident now, especially because I told her the truth and said I seem to be doing fine after over 11 weeks of denial with hardly more than leaking. So I basically asked her the above question. And she answered “yes”. The hottest thing she said, “then that’s what I want and you had your chance!”. Though I’m been told that when she officially denies me on my birthday this week I’m going to have to beg and plead with her to deny me orgasms from out of my cage. She’s actually demanding I beg her. And of course I will. It was emotionally exhausting for us both, yet felt incredibly right from a kinky perspective.
thumper
After 12 weeks of denial my wife/KH finally let me orgasm more than once. A few days after she got most of what she desired as far as something more permanent; a 6 month trial of only allowing me some number of ruined orgasms or any that happen while caged. There might be a surprise for me for an event like our anniversary, or whenever the mood strikes her, but she’ll determine relief. She prefers to let me out for teasing or checking me, but now has the more permanent arrangement she wanted. The 6 months are a learning period where adjustments could be made. Sounds very formal but it isn’t, as this is unfolding with us working together on what we like and what works for her. We both agree it doesn’t look like there will be many regular orgasms to be had for me anymore. It will be up to her. While she’s not into inflicting pain, there’s added reasons for me to cooperate with her that I’ve agreed to. Sending me to sleep in her walk-in closet, or being cuffed to a pole in the closet. which forces me to sleep sitting on a wooden chair, are two uncomfortable punishments that I’ve experienced as a submissive and that she prefers to not have to give out. It will be an interesting kinky experience.