Moist mishap

This past holiday week was not unlike having two and a half weekends all mushed together. And, as such, we had a fair bit of sex. Belle wouldn’t let me out of the Steelheart on any of the occasions I was allowed to get her off, though, and even though I’m still kinda getting over the two orgasms she let me have a week ago, that cranked me up pretty good.

I had that “orgasms aren’t that bad, maybe we should let me have more of them” thing going on but that’s since receded. What didn’t is the crazy intense urge to be inside her, especially after being given the chance to play with her pussy as much as I did. Serious teeth-grating kind of intensity. But she wasn’t having any of it.

Sunday morning it was unclear anything would happen since so much already had. Turns out, she was willing to let me have a fuck. And only a fuck. She didn’t even take her top off. It was very transactional. Like she was rolling her eyes and enduring what I wanted as a treat for good behavior. There was a time when that might have bothered me, but I was so horny and needing to get the penis wet, I dove right in anyway.

And it was pretty fucking great, to be honest. She didn’t let me do anything to get her juiced up so it was a tight, dry fit at first and normally I’d be worried about her but, you know, she told me to so I let myself get off on the feeling. I was doing really well and enjoying the lack of impending orgasm that sometimes happens when I know we’re not trying to make her come. I can just fuck and fuck and never get very close and that’s what it was like…until it very suddenly wasn’t.

I don’t know what happened. I think I got so into it and the feeling of it and how wonderful it was and how I wasn’t thinking about coming at all that when I realized it was all of a sudden and quite freakishly right fucking there that I froze. And just in the nick of time, too, because while I spewed forth all the seed that had been frustratingly collected over the past week and through all the sex, etc., I didn’t have any of the other orgasmic symptoms. I didn’t feel like I had come. Except in one particular way: The penis immediately and completely went limp.

“The worst thing in the world for you,” Belle said immediately after, “Something you can’t categorize.”

Funny. But it was kinda true. Such a weird thing. In retrospect, I’ve labelled it a ruined orgasm. The rapid depressurization of the penis tissue was, I think, caused by being freaked out by getting so close to coming and not having been able to feel it approach until the very last moment. But I was still pretty damned horny. Horny enough to drool over the Tumblr and feel more of that molar-grinding kind of frustration later in the day while the free penis meat moved around distractingly inside my pants.

And I’m still out. Belle said she was feeling lazy and left me free until we arrive in NYC tomorrow. Don’t know which she wants me in, but I’d vote Trainer 2.0 only because the plastic will make the various metal detectors tourists sometimes find in New York less annoying. And, since I’m basically on my own for the first several days we’re there as she does work stuff, I don’t know why she’d care. But it’s her choice, not mine. I can work around the steel if that’s what she prefers.

Finally, I want to wrap this by clarifying something that I think a significant number of you (though not a majority) appear to think is the case regarding Belle and me and the openness in our marriage she’s allowed. Namely, some of you are apparently of the opinion she’s being victimized or taken advantage of by me, her sex-crazed maybe-homosexual and apparently insensitive lout of a husband. Or something like that. Trust me, nothing could be further from the truth. I have been very careful to check in with her and get a sense of her well-being through this entire experiment. I continue to do it even now. She doesn’t post here so you have to accept I’m telling the truth and haven’t left her tied and gagged in the closet (which is my thing anyway), but it’s true. She’s perfectly OK with what’s happening as long as it happens within the bounds she’s set up. Really. And having those boundaries is a very normal part of open relationships. Look it up.

Second finally, it’s honestly shocking to me the comments I continue to receive here (let alone those on Drew’s blog) from those who have a problem with men having sex with other men. Or, even more unsettling, men falling in love with and marrying other men (as is the case with Drew and Axel). Please, if you feel that homosexuals should not marry or, if they have already done so, are not really married because they’re gay, get the fuck out of here and never return. I honestly hate you and it pains me to think you would gather any value from my blog. People like you are part of why this world sucks for people like me who are not part of the standard of normal, let alone for the millions of loving gay people who are just trying to have a fucking life. You are the worst.

And with that, I shall bid you adieu. If you’re a cool cat who lives or works in NYC and wants to hang out, eat something, or imbibe a beer or two, let me know. I’m pretty much a lone spirit until Thursday afternoon. I have some stuff I want to do, but my schedule is pretty open. Also, know that as an avowed introvert, placing myself out there like that makes me really freaked out. But I’ll try and be normal anyway. As long as you are. And aren’t planning on trying to kill me or something.

8 thoughts on “Moist mishap

  1. I’m surfing music on the Tube of You as I read blog entries tonight, and I was reading your closing paragraph in time with “Brooklyn, Brooklyn take me in…” (Avett Brothers), which made me smile. 🙂

    Enjoy your trip!

  2. Well, props to you for the ability to use the words/phrases “pussy”, “ruined orgasm”, “wet”, “spewing”, and, most especially, “moist” in a post that ultimately confirms the trusts and bonds in your marriage, validating the love in mine, and then wrapping it all with a bow of gay rights.

    If literary awards existed for blog posts, I would certainly nominate this fete.

    That said, on behalf of all “the gays”, thank you for a very happy ending (pun somewhat intended).

  3. I think people just troll around, looking for things they find offensive, so they can spew their hatred. It’s ridiculous!

    I’m a big fan of both blogs. I always look forward to what you & Drew post, Thank you for sharing this part of your lives with us! 🙂

  4. I discovered your blogs about a week ago from Drew’s Twitter. I’ve spent hours reading and reading and the last few posts on each of your blogs have made me cry in the good way. And cry hard.

    I’m very similar to Thumper and Drew and have been in a very very dark place until I “met” the two of you and, by extension, your spouses who actually seem like they could be best friends if they could get past awkwardness.To finish, I didn’t think I could ever have a life I envisioned AND keep my marriage, but you all have given me courage to continue and communicate my needs.This weekend.

    Please keep going, keep talking, keep telling us about all four of your lives.You are making differences you have no idea about.

    Pete

    PS: I cross posted this to both blogs.

  5. I suspect you have to be proud after the moistness of this post and the outstanding on Drew did last night. I’ve looked forward to your response since I read it.

    New blog reader here. Wow. You are good.

    I hope you get your toaster.

  6. Hey Thumper,

    Wow! Thanks for the supportive shout out to the gays! Sorry you’re getting vitriole from the kinky KKKristians –who even knew they were a thing??? They really should know better and you schooled them. You’re the best!

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